crap,... there goes my happily ever after... my shortest relationship of my crappy life ... was really think it was gonna be a bomb... i mean how does everyone feel when they are so happy with their relationship.. all of a sudden u woke up from a noon nap and ur happy to see ur bf to msg ... and u open it ...he says he wants to end the relationship and reluctant to tell u the TRUE reason...
when u get meet him up to talk bout it ... he just gave u false reasons... when u bug him to tell u .. u gives u MORE false reasons... in the end everything was false... how would any of u feel.. to end a relationship in 21days... and not knowing the reason.
Yup... i cried for almost a week now still cant forget him... and without knowing a real reason... the most recent one i got was that he has hernia... and he is reluctant to continue with me cause he is afraid that i might get trouble taking care of him(really i dont mind taking care of him.. i really do love him) i know ive been an ass bout bugging him here and there ... but hey he yelled at me for no apperent reason too ... i was asking around for the crappy reason(yeah i know im annoying ... cause i really want to know ...) and he gave me another false reason saying"i already have a bf im just taking u for fun only" yeah i believed it ... i cried more. Then everyone said that his still single advertising in mychub channel... crap it was another lie...
i know bitching around for something is wrong ... but i ask everyone who is reading this ... would u like to know the reason that the person u really loved ..why he wants to break up?... doesnt it bug u... well it bugs me for sure
i really hope we can patch things up again... if only he would give me a chance... or at least let me know the true reason ... so i dont have to repeat my mistakes with my future relationships*sob* im actually tearing when im writing this blog...
yours truly
peeky
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
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