my senior's giving me a hardon in class

well well well
i wrote this in class today... surprise hunh ?... well cause the whole class today is in the lab so why not ... since its almost break time now ...
how have i been lately some might ask... yeah im ok .. just abit on the dying side... cause of all the work
now before we go on to my topic... lets talk bout being a closet... i expect some feedbacks from young guys like me(woohoo)...or any of u guys that is still in the closet...im sure that in our closed desire...we have met colleagues,classmates,seniors, or anyone around u that u like alot.BUT u dont know if they really are PLU even sometimes u "think" they are... now i dont have a working gaydar... so life sucks for me even worse...were my college is ... even the guys in my operations department in my college are chubs ... one of them is a bear guy i should take some pics one day... and most of all this senior guy that i so had my desires on... mmmmm small eyes nice smile round tubby friendly nextdoor huggable guy... but the fact is ... poor'ol peeky is shy so i never get to know him but my friend does she knows that i like'em chubby men... so one day she intro me to him and vice versa i was blushing like a tomato...shook his hands as he greet me with the killer smile that i'd die for(hope my bf aint reading this*giggles*) i said hi and he "hi" backand i stood there a moment and i had to go cause looking at him so close is giving me a hardon(yeah i sound like a perv) so i got his number and quickly excused my self from the scene and waited for class to start... for the next hour i have a tent in my pants begging for attention.. cant stop thinking of him.After everything settled i started to think back the things happened.. not much eh... and now im sitting at my desk... having flashbacks of that day(it was only 4days go...) ah sweet sweet memories...
now heres a food for thought and some thing i can hope for in the feed backsession... how do u guys with a gaydar actually know if the other person is gay... tell me bout it ... do u go like"oh! my gaydars tingling" or just some weird feeling of some weird voice telling u that the guy next to u is gay... come on guys tell me bout the feelings or for u guys without a gaydar... tell me what do u look in a chub or someone u have an intrest on if he is a gay...
now go my underlings fetch me answers of my riddle (NOT!!!)

HUGS
PEEKY

OMG LOOK...!!

its not really a post but i dont know how to do this ... and who did it .. but the pic there down my post ... ITS NOT MEEEE
DONT GET CONFUSE
I DONT LOOKS SO BALD ,.... I MIGHT HAVE A SPIKY HAIR BUT NOT BALD
GARHHHHHHHH how it get there hmmmm plz thats not me

but anyways this is my second post woo hoo congrats to me

and this time its an encounter...
i dont know if the person is reading this or maybe his a PLU but since i dont have a working gaydar i cant really ... every morning i would be taking bus at the hilton bus stop to college and most of the mornings i wil see this cute chubby chinese guy standing on the stop waiting for a intrakota bus number 338 to god knows where ... since i dont have the time to stalk him( i never have time ... even for my bf :P) anyways yeah he keeps glancing at me everytime at the bus stop maybe cause i was staring at him alot .. his cute... u know the office attire and he had a little pouch with him always connected to his diskman or something ... soo soo cute ... heheh well i smiled at him and he just smiled back this morning and he headed in to the bus.... and guess what ... he actually lives in my area in paramount garden ... UNBELIEVEABLE ... cause i sorta bang into while buying lunch outside my house and i was like "woooooooooow" hahahaha i dont know the strangers name but ... if that stranger is lookin at this post ... come to say hi and crap im a friendly guy and i wont bite ...


and a RECAP...
THE PICTURE ON MY 1ST POST AINT ME ... IM NOT BALD AND MY BODY AINT SO SMALL IM 210LBS DAMN IT hehehehehe

hugs y'all
take care
peeky

of Sex in The City... and being Seksis

I've been totally hook to the American TV series "Sex in The City" for these few weeks. I know, it's been out for quite sometime now, but only recently do I have the time to watch the DVD. After watching the complete 3 seasons, I have concluded that it has a lot of things I can learn from those 3 women characters. The message being conveyed is universal. It kept me thinking about the whole cruising thing.. either gay or straight. It opened my eye to a few things which I never thought before. As I put myself into Carrie's shoe and see my relationship with "Mr.Big". Now I know the reason why he left me and married the other girl. Am I too complicated ? Is he a straight acting gay or a gay straght acting ? Those I are the things I can relate to whatever happened to my life. Overall it's very entertaining.. and educational the very least.

wow my 1st post

TA-DAAAAA
peeky here
i know some of u all know me on the chat and im not that famous and stuff but this is my 1st post
heres a little things in live that i would like to share with everyone ... or i think its more like a frustration in life ya?
im in PJ area .... and im always in the sunway reagen cause im studying around there(cant tell u which college but if u happen to bump to me ... ur lucky... or better ... on the same college) well im always lingering in sunway area and i notice something ... lots of chubbies around ... i do mean lots and cute ones too ehhehehe
well heres the frustration part...
u get to see em but u cant touch em ... hate that ... adn u go to chat hoping that u'll meet ONE of them but u cant ... u get fresh faces instead(not to say its bad but ... i wanna meet em) plus ... i dont have a a working gaydar... that sucks even more
so tell me if ur one of the chubbies that always lingers around sunway pyramid area heheh email me and stuff im always near by or better still we get to have lunch and more yeah ?

hugs y'all
peeky

Bitching on April Fool's day

I am exhausted. I've been exhausted for the past 2-3 months. The workload. The stress. The problems. A sign that my monthly visits to the local masseur should be increased. I badly need one right now. And that's not April Fool.

Just got back from my hometown last weekend for a wedding. Not mine, mind you. Not yet, anyway. But will be, hopefully. Had a interesting and wonderful time, not to mention exhausting. Didn't meet anyone as a friend I planned to meet couldn't make it. But had some visitors from KL who decided to spend their weekend there instead of clubbing at Bleu. I'd say they had a more interesting time with a trip to the local masseur, a nite out by the seaside cafe, and lots of DVDs. Berudu is starting his own f.r.i.e.n.d.s collection and bought season 1, 2 and 3 altogether, including some 'berangan' movies like Legally Blonde 1 & 2 and others. Shook bought some 'berangan' movies also which I can't remember the titles. Harry bought LOTR: Fellowship of the Ring extended version. Somehow the people at my hometown look 'better' in every sense, especially the chubs. They look 'neat', clean-cut and not messy, and judging from the appearance, they could very well smell nice. Not that I went over and smelt them... But I could probably imagine the smell of Dolce & Gabbana on fat, and it's not that bad. Go figure! Perhaps the election result has got something to do with it.

Went to have dinner last nite with Eric and Teddy. The original plan was for us to go to the Baskin-Robbins outlet at Ampang Point, buy 1 pint of ice-cream each and have a steamboat dinner at Desa Pandan. But it was raining cats and dogs last evening, or rather it was rather raining angry hippos and horny bears. So the road was jammed, and I got to Desa Pandan around 8. Asked Teddy to buy for me a pint of Peanut Butter n' Chocolate and waited for them at Desa Pandan. The steamboat restaurant was no longer there, a mamak restaurant instead. Had a Japanese set dinner with them, bitched about life, and ate the ice-cream. Yum!! Gotta do this again. Went back to Ampang Point and had a late drink at the mamak stall in front of Ampang Puteri Hospital. Reza and RH joined later for a while. And suddenly I'm like the slimmest guy around. Heh!

Am autorepeating this playlist, more on the simple piano-based songs. They sound better the more I play, especially in the car. Btw, I'm looking for a cheap branded second-hand 4-channel car amplifier, preferably the established brands like Infinity, JBL or Rockford Fosgate. Yeah, like duhh!! Found out on e-bay that it's dirt cheap in the States but about 1000x more in Malaysia. Globalization hasn't reached here yet, I suppose?

Hasn't checked out Zouk KL yet. How's the scene? Any chubbies there?

Playlist:
Clay Aiken - Open Arms (couldn't beat Mariah, of course, but sounds 'achievable' tho not by me)
Ruben Stoddart - Sorry 2004 (chill out easy listening)
Kara - Beri Aku Waktu
Titi DJ & Agnes Monica - Hanya Cinta Yang Bisa(still listening to this)
Dygta ft Andina - Tak Mungkin Ku Melepasmu(2-3 yr old song, but still nice)
Lingua - Bila Ku Ingat (2-3 yr old song, but still nice)
Reza - Cintakan Membawamu Kembali (original artist by Dewa, but heard another version on Red104.9 after midnite the other day by Siti Nurhaliza and it blew all versions!!! Apparently that's during her TV concert in Indonesia. Still looking for her version tho.)
Simply Red - You Make Me Feel Brand New
Warren G ft KRS-1 & Lil Ai - Lets Go (the girls sounds cute)
Kanye West - Through The Wire
Twista ft Jamie Foxx & Kanye West - Slow Jamz
Deep Dish vs Everything But The Girl - Future of the Future
Mandalay - Beautiful (7" Canny Mix from Cafe Del Mar vol 6, better than Sarah Brightman's)

Encounters? We'll see soon.... and it won't be April Fool.